morale (半調子)

I'm a fool to want you
I'm a fool to want you
To want a love that can't be true
A love that's there for others too

I'm a fool to hold you
Such a fool to hold you
To seek a kiss not mine alone
To share a kiss that devil has known

Time and time again i said i'd leave you

夏天會有種悶悶的風 跟著蟬聲一起吹送進來.

整個房間 明亮的書桌 留著微微的悶汗.

這是 夏天 蟬聲 西瓜共存的歡愉的季節.



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WHO WE ARE
作詞：Yalu　作曲：Matt

穿梭在煙霧瀰漫的虛幻空間裡　找尋屬於我的出口
聽見了一個聲音 (this is what I am this is what I really want)
用著上帝的言語 (this is who we are this is what we really want)
慢慢靠近　不斷靠近　直到我感覺清晰
where we are 逃不出這鬼地方

06.X & Y

Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan (?)
When something is broken
and you try to fix it
Trying to repair it anyway you can

謝謝上帝,

在過的很差的上禮拜,

又讓我找到目標和力氣.

感謝你傾聽我的禱告,

即便是隨便小小漫不經心的禱告.

為此

我已分崩離析.







被我自己徹底摧毀. 讓我當植物人算了

不是普通的酸

兩種可能：
1. 不習慣喝酸的咖啡
2. 我這個笨蛋泡太濃了.

對我自己來說好像又找回某種感覺了．忍不住一直偷看．

忍不住一直偷看

一直偷看．

偷看．

但我想猥褻你.

現在到變成
仰望
熱切的渴望 陌生的人.



偶爾想到以前 都會覺得很懷念 是你 一切與你的交集 當讓我 放不開. 停不下.

是空白.



是一無是處的空白 驚心的白.

是我最痛恨這 可笑虛擲的白.

整個不爽

討厭我自己.
躁鬱式厭惡自身症候群.

對自己的一切所作所為感到厭惡加上躁鬱.
靠夭.

廢渣又來了.

這裡有他最受歡迎的歌排行

不出所料 第一名一定是My funny valentine

http://www.last.fm/music/Chet+Baker

2005.2.8. 02:35
Creep

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

Yesterday
Lyrics:Paul Mccartney Music:Paul Mccartney Vocal:Paul Mccartney

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half to man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.